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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Bryant
Gender: Female
Interests: Anything to do with Music, ELVIS, movies, writing, worship, JESUS, being single, the ocean, the mountians, anything I have never seen, Paris, reading
Expertise: Day-dreaming... *sigh*
Occupation: Typical
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/19/2004
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| Sitting here, its 2am. I cant seem to stop crying.
Its the first time in weeks I have been 100% alone, now I am stuck with my thoughts and all the things I have refused to deal with for a long time.
My heart is heavy and my head hurts.
I thought I made a decision but now that the days are coming closer I am scared and hurting. I dont know if my choice was the right one.
I wish there was a way to explain how I feel, but there isnt because I have tried.
I want life to be like it was 6 months ago, it was so much simpler. I didnt feel like this. I wasnt confused.
I was in love and that was enough.
Is it masochism? Am I inflicting pain on myself because if I dont hurt I dont feel alive?
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| Its been almost a million years since I have been on here! Crazy how life changes! :)
I guess the most recent news is that I am getting married! (yay for me!)
I highly doubt anyone checks this baby any more... lol
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| 'ELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OUT THERE!
'das all I wanted to say mateys... just checkin up on the xanga loyalists
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| MOVING
5 days and counting down....
crazy how many memories come back when you are getting ready to leave some place....
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| Does anyone even get on here anymore?
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